These Thoughts

These thoughts
Although I fought,
Are getting to my head
I'm thinking I should just go to bed

But it's so hard
I swear I need my own mind guard
I need my brain
To escape from this chain

And although
It's hard I know 
I want to give up
But that would be filling deaths cup

These thoughts
Although I fought
Won't leave me alone
Isn't a safe place supposed to be your home

But I can't can't escape
Not night or day
These thoughts are stuck in my brain
That's stuck on a chain

But I will pray
That God makes this go away
And that the pain,
And thought, would stay away from my brain

These thoughts
Though I fought
Will not go away
But I won't stop trying and that all I have to say