SpeAchlessStoRy

We are just alike Young and naive Our lives warlike I though he would be everything. But I never thought he'd be the death of me Just alike Broke and torn On our third strike Tired and worn Both wanted to help Neither could succeed I tried and i yelped Like a little puppy I want him to be okay Even if I am not I will run my mind astray So he can have a clear thought We are both beautiful yet torn It is a bad combination Like a rose with thorns Like our hearts and our frustration I thought it was love But it was all in my mind I don't know Truelove I'm just blind We are just alike Young a naive What I don't  realize Being alike is

I say I'm okay You should know its a lie I don't know what else to say I can't seem to hide You want to help and I tell you, you can't You say please And continue to rant SEE ME Look at me in the eye Look behind all my lies See all the tears that I have cried SEE ME, see that I'm not fine I'm fine, I'm fine That's all that will come out Its all one big lie My heart is filled with doubt Its all me Its useless Can't you see I feel foolish How could I even think That for one moment This wasn't all because of me Its me that's broken My life is fine Its me that's not Look behind my lies And into ny thoughts SEE ME

"Mom, what are you doing here? I thought you were still in Africa" I struggled to speak, but I might not ever be able to talk to her again."Shh, you're weak, it's going to be okay" the sound all around me came back. There were people running frantically around going to get thing after thing. A nurse came and try to out the mask with anesthesia on me, but I shoved her away. "Mom I don't want to go. I'm scared don't let me leave please!" I tried to tell her as loud as could. I felt a sharp pain in my neck as I tried to turn towards her. She grabbed both my hands. "You'll be okay I promise. I won't let you go." She held both my hands as they put

The ambulance came to a stop. I watched as he gurney was rolled out. I had to run to keep up with Skylar who was set on keeping with her mother who was running with the EMS people. I felt the now familiar pull on my body and was on the gurney. I looked around and could see the nurse's lips moving as if they were talking, but I could hear nothing. I was rolled through a million hallways and pushed through a million doors. It seemed never ending. I looked through the windows to see the other hallway where Skylar's was being rolled. She looked my way. I could see the blood streaming down her head and the fear in her eyes. I tried to keep looking

I watched as the paremedics loaded mine and Sky's bodies into two separate ambulances. "Come on Sky we gotta go with them" I was still in shock, but we couldn't just let them leave... With us? We ran and got in right before they closed the door. I stared out the window as we rode away from everyone, is this really happening? "Mae, I'm scared, are we... Are we dead?" Skylar had finally asked the question I was afraid to. "I don't know. Let's not think about that. Is that your mom and dads car driving behind us?" I asked pointing to the Black Ford F150 driving behind the ambulance. Skylar just shook her head. I didn't want to take my eyes away

Sirens roared around us and I opened my eyes. My hand still clinging to Skylar's. I was on top of the bridge. Skylar looked at me with eyes wide open pointing down towards the river. I looked down to see the car crushed against a rock. "We never jumped out of the car Mae." Skylar said while still staring down at the wreck. People were stuck behind police tape trying to see what was happening. Police  ran by us not seeming to notice us. There were 2 ambulances close to the river. Cop cars were all around along with half the town, which isn't a lot. "I know Sky, come on let's figure out what's happening" I grabbed her hand and started to try to

"Mae! Hurry up were gonna be late!" My best friend yelled from downstairs. I looked at myself in the mirror. Today was the day I was supposed to graduate from Marina high school. I looked at my blue eyes and then my curly blonde hair that took an hour to do. I looked so much like my mom, we could literally be twins. I was ready for this. I was finally going out to the world and becoming an actual grown up. I opened up my gown to see the purple dress that my mother had worn at her graduation. She, unfortunately, couldn't make it to my graduation, she was in Africa with my dad building schools. I have been  living with my best friend, Skylar, a

Little angel Take a break This can be painful Its okay to ache You take the burden Of so many things It is certain You need some sleep Lay down Sleep a while Don't drown Trying to smile Little  angel It will be okay Keep your heart graceful It will be worth it, at the end of the day Little angel Don't fall down Keep faithful Don't let yourself drown Little angel Lift your head You are meant For more than this Little angel You gotta try It might be painful But don't say goodbye Little angel Stand up and fight It will be painful But you'll make it through the night Little angel knock them down One by one Make them fall to the ground

What to write? What to say? I feel like My mind is blank I'm not used to this My mind, is quiet, I almost feel, a touch of bliss My mind is no longer a riot Maybe it's temporary Maybe it's not But I like this unwary Spot that I've got It's so peaceful My blank mind It's like my mind shut out all the people I never thought I would say that in a rhyme All the noise  Went away I sit here with poise  And nothing to say Now that's a first  My mind has always been racing I thought it was a curse But now, it stopped pacing It's quiet again I don't care how I get to grin Even if it's just for now I wish my mind would stay Foreve